Sunday 1 January 2012

Angel Eyes

with those angel eyes
and that wicked smile
armed with a silken charm
it was out of the blue
that you came crashing into my life
and turned it upside down

you held my hand
and looked into me
with those angel eyes
and before i knew it
i gave you the key to my heart

one day you looked at me
with those angel eyes
and said "ill be right back"
i waited for you
but you never came back
the sun stopped shining
the flowers whithered
the garden that we once built
was now in ruins
i looked up at the darkening sky
a storm rolled in with rumbling thunder
i stood alone in the garden
and i shivered
as the cold rain ran down my back
in small streams
i shivered,alone,in the dark,in the cold

i waited.still.
but i never saw your angel eyes again
i thought "was it something i did?"
i closed my eyes and let my memory take me back
i realized then that we were never alone
with fear and dread in my heart
i saw myself slipping
i tried to hold on
but i fell,hard
and you just walked away

my eyes are wet
i sit and think about those days
when you looked into my eyes
with your angel eyes
and said those three magical words
that made my world go around
i remember when you first held my hand
when your lips brushed against mine
your body on mine
i had felt a passion i never felt before
time would stop then
as we found each other

but you are not here anymore in my arms
but in someother place i dont even know
i get up in the morning to find myself alone
without your body beside mine
i wake up to the sound of the alarm
rather than your kiss on my forehead
i now stand all alone without your arms around me
that was my shelter
my home
i tried looking for you
i tried to get you back
but you had left without a word
without any trace
without a goodbye
all i have now
are those memories of those angel eyes








i now know
i know that i was merely a whim
a chance along your way
but my anger cannot stop my heart from bleeding
i can see your angel eyes
your smile on your lips
as you softly and slowly
drove that jagged knife through my heart
through my soul
and you just looked at me
with your angel eyes
without any remorse
without flinching
your loving words were nothing but lies
the hope you gave me never existed
the promises you made were never meant to be fullfilled
but i like a fool
fell for your angel eyes
i belived every word that came from those lips
but you never meant them
i never saw through those angel eyes that betrayed me
you left me in the cold,in the dark
with nothing
just your smile and a memory of those angel eyes